Ok, so not feeling well about tomm.'s audition at all. I started out being very excited and now I am like serioulsy pessimistic about the whole thing. I know I need the experience, and without sounding egotistical, I need to feel what rejection is like so I can used to it if I plan on doing this as a living. I just don;t feel too sure of myself or whatI can do. I guess Jaosn was right, I am the only one who gets in the way of my ambition.


On another note, I am seriously concerned that I may have an inner ear problem. I noticed this the last performance of Triumph and just tried some turns today and i am having serious problems staying in line and not falling over when I do turns to the left. SOmething is seriously wrong because when i do it one way, I am fine and I "stick it," but when I try it the other way I am literally stumbling all over the place and feeling sick to my stomach. I need to just bite the bullet and get myself to a doctor before anything gets worse if there is anything wrong, which I hope there is otherwise I will REALLY be worried.

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