Well, I seem to be having one of those shitty-ass feeling weeks/days. Not sure if it is at all related to my burthday, but I am just feeling really lowdown. I have tried everything from watching shows, listening to cats recordings, throwing myself into my work, dancing till I drop, talking to friends, and watching more hours of TV than a normal person should...nothing has worked. I just feel like I am missing out on something and instead wasting my time on frivolous things. I feel so unfulfilled in everything that I used to love doing, from teaching to choreographing. Nothing moves me or makes me feel real anymore. I could possibly just be REALLY bored and need a desperate change of scene. CJ got is getting his acceptance letters from UK universities an actually asked me when I was going to go over. The more and more I think about it, the more and more I pray I get my green card soon. Altho how ironic would that be. I wiat 12 years to get my paperwork and when I do, the first thing I do is hightail it out of here. I do need to get my ass to NY as soon as possible. I just wish there was something more. It;s all just...not enough.
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