I deciced to forgo my typical emotional, whiny bitchy post in favor of what I first founded this damned blog on. Social criticism and pointing fucking stupid ass people....most of whom, unfortunately, I have had contact with in my life.
Two people in particular (actually, several others, but let me start with these and ease myself back into the game) are exemplary of the kind if people that not only fuck up this world, but need to get some serious Lacaanian Psychotherapy. I shall be ambiguous in my naming, but not in my description....because....frankly...I couldn;t give a shit if they read this and knew I was talking about them:
The "New" Chrisitian Teen, or, I Swear I am a Good Christian with Good Intentions who is Really a Two-Faced, Lying, Pathetically Desperate Sex Addict
I have run across a couple of these in the last 7 years, and it is always interesting how completely antithetical they are to what they purport to be and believe. I have come to the conclusion that most of the people in this ilk are simply pure evil. In every single way. I have yet to run acrozz any "good" Xtian who practies what they preach and is an exmaple of what is supposedly the religion that practices the most unconditional love. This person in particular, I have caught SEVERAL times lying, being deceptive, playing mind games, and totally disrespecting and breaking every belief they supposedly have. Needless to say that when confronted, they vehementy deny it and play it off as mere idle and gossip. But....sigh...it;s amazing how usful technology can be in ferreting out the truth. Now, none of this surprises me, especially since most of the people have found the person out to be what they really are. They have no power and respect anymore and they cannot even pretend to exhibit any fraction of truth. It is people like this that give not only religion and theology a bad name, but that make this society a bad one in which to live. Much like a parasite, they fester and feed on everything good about people in some effort of Christian Charity, only to have it explode back in their face and turn the other person farther away. What appalls, and intrigues, me about these people is the tenacity they have in repeatedly going back and trying to mend what is unrepariable, due to their own ludicrou devices. What is sick is that they will use whatever levels of deception and employ whatever pawns they want in the prusuit of what they think is a God-Ordained mission to save people. What is laughable is that the very people who cliam to be on missions and who cliam to be able to help and change others are the very ones ot need help and changing themselves. The ones who have no concrete belief and faith simply because they blindly accept without questioning and because they themselves are simply immature little grub worms. On a final, and somewhat short note, you can;t be pure of heart and pure of soul, and able to preach and convert the masses, if you need a serious bathing in holy water and some serious sin forgiving because you;re a friggin sex addict who "desecrates" their living temple and embodiment of Christ. Excuse me. Order of Hypocrisy and Irony at table one!
The Emotionally Handicapped Braniac with the Arrogant Facade who is Nothing More than A Whimpering Child Seeking Satisfaction through Controlling Others and Putting Them Down, or Why Someone Didn;t Get Enough Hugs as a Child
This one strikes me as a releatively newer category. I have come across very few people who are like this, but the one whom I do have extensive experience with should be the poster child of what happens to the offspring of seriously broken homes. It seems to me that some people who purport to know a lot about "educational" things are totally handicapped when it comes to life. Oh, they seem to be brave and able to handle any kind of problem of or situation, but in realiry, they hide behind some clay edifice of arrogance mixed with the fear to get emotionally close to someone. Instead, they waste their emotions on inanimate objects and revel in destroying those people whom they deem as weaker and lesser in both brain power and human capability. Interestingly enough, they are the ones who need the most help and cry out for help in the arms of random sex partners in some weak-minded effort to feel love and comfort; naturally, they portray it as being a "pimp." In conversations, they seem to be witty and challenege themselves with games of trying to stump and silence people, but it is no sport to prey on those who lack experience and knowledge. It;s like a wolf attacking a dead rabbit and strutting around like he chased it for hours on end and trapped it deviously. How sad and how desperate for someone to turn all their hurt and anger on those undeserving of it, and especially on those who are the ones who care the most. Granted, this may sound like sour grapes, but it is not, I assure you. I stopped caring a long time ago, and while that may seem heartless and cruel of me, I will not waste my time and emotion on those who lack the fortittuede to be human beings and compassionate for a fraction of a second. There is somethign to be said for human kindness, and while I have a lot of it to give all around to people, I simply do not think that this kind of person will benefit from it at all. So, go ahead and surround yourself with those you consider inferiors and feel like the king of the world. Sooner or later, you will be deposed and fall on your ass, and then where will you be?
Conclusion
While it may seem that I am being a hardened asshole in defining these kinds of people and passing judgement on them, understand that passing judgement usually infers some kind of ignorance to it. I have spent more than enough time being around these individuals to make an intelligent summation of their character. They have been found wanting and life will soon deal to them what they have tried to deal to others. You see, I have always believed Karma is a bitch. And when you fuck with fate, people, and lives, in a effort to bolster your ego and make you feel better about yourself, you get it back three times harders and worst. I have seen it happen time and time again, and I just choose to sit back and watch it happen. Revenge is best served in life's restaurant. Again, it may seem heartless and unkind of me to feel or think like this, but there are people in this world who are undeserving of any kind of sympathy because they bring the shit upon themselves and are resposible for making this word the dump that it is to live in sometimes. True, you have to have grit to go with the gravy, but even life has a strainer of some kinf to separate the wheat from the chaff (talk about your mixed and extended metaphors). So I leave this post with one final comment: Get a fucking clue.
It;s good to take control back of your life and emotions.
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