This is quite disturbing, courtesy of Tyfu.
Rehearsal yesterday went very well. I am extremely sore. I was also pulled aside by the director, whom I have known since i was 17, and was kindly reprimanded for deragatory comments i was making about myself. It was strange yet somewhat gratifying. He told me things I have never heard anyone tell me before in reference to myself, some of which I had a hard time swallowing, but he was very honest in his estimation of myself anf my talents and in his reaction to how I felt and spoke of myself. It is probably one of the most difficult things I am trying to overcome in my life, and faking and hiding it makes it harder instead of facing the problem head on. Eh....I dunno. I am in such a weird place right now about everything from my friends to my work. I just want to stay at home and never leave. I am becoming a tacky stereotype.
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