Ok, so two things. Had my interview today and I think it went pretty well. I actually enjoyed it. The people conductin the interview were friendly and all and it felt like a conversation more than an interrogation for secret war information. That is always a good sign. It;s a mid-sized business tucked confortably in a strip mall and I like what they have to offer. I hope I get the job, but if not, it was definitely a good experience.
Now how do I say this? I am the kind of person that tends not to take people as they present themselves, even when they are my close friends. We all have our dark and secret sides that just bring our personality to a COMPLETELY different level. Most of the time we keep our "real" selves hidden and only use our surface self. It;s just natural. But oh my....when you DO find things out about people that totally contradicts who you think they are, based on what they show, it can be both funny and frightening. I was accidentally given some information about someone very close to me (the person had a huge brain fart moment and totally just spilled things to me about my friend) and oh...my....god. I don;t even know if I can look this person in the face anymore. I don't know if I am embarassed for myself or for the person, but my respect level has TOTALLY dropped to be almost nonexistent and I just don;t know if I can talk to this person anymore. I know it sounds shallow and we should freely accept our friends as they come blah blah blah....but I have to respect a person in order to like them and be friends with them, and I am usually forgiving about a lot of things....but some things....oh no....oh no no no. I wish I could blog about what I found out, but that would totally tip the person off. It's quite a dilemma for me since I truly do like this person.....but oh...my...god.









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