Well Then

Where to start. Things very confusing right now, but nothing that can't be sorted out. I had a wee bit of an angry explosion today when Nate Najar started fucking around with me. After 4 days of dealing his egomaniacal shit-don't-stink attitude, I exploded, much to the shock of everyone whom I noticed just stood there staring and had no clue what to say. Rarely does the asshole side of me ever come out, and when it does it throws people off because it is antithetical to who I am on a normal day-to-day basis. But I inherited my mother's temper and it's a NASTY thing when I get pushed. In any case, week two went great altho I had a little funky night last night and felt off tonight. I wish I could say I had 2 days off, but no, I have to rehearse. But in this case I don't mind at all since it is for something I do love and for people I generally do enjoy being around.

I got my letter from the Broadway Theatre Project and I got in again. Maybe this time I should go eh? I couldn;t last time because I had no money, and not sure if i can swing it this time, but I have to go. I gotta find some way. I need to make some good contacts before i move and this is the best way. And of course, getting to work and being choreographed by Ann Reinking is a HUGE plus seeing as how I obsessively love the woman.

I was very fortunate to get an e-mail last week from a good friend from the 4th grade who had moved away. I was first surprised that he found me and remembered who I was, and second that I remembered who he was. I have faint recollections of a lot of the people I left back home when we escaped during the war, but I was so overjoyed that part of my past was coming back. We are e-mailing back and forth and so far it's quite fruitful. I think it's just a trip.

Have to mention The Rules of Attraction a WHACKY movie (made by the people who did Pulp Fiction and American Psycho -- a fucked up movie in its own right). It was good both technically and narratively, but wow....weird as shit. But I love movies that are both intellectual and entertaining. I have to go read the book now.

Aside from all this, nothing much. Life goes on and I slowly learn to recognize those who are faithful and those are not, those with good intentions and those with malicious ones, and those who truly care and those who are simply insecurely unable. Life is, if nothing else, interesting.

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